Living life normally as for now. ^^

2010-02-19T11:42:00.003+08:00

AFTER SUCH A LONG HIATUS. i've decided to come and pen down my thoughts all over again. New year, new hopes. and something new this year is that love is in the air all around this year!

and i realised that im starting to listen to more r&b man. must be due to the DJs playing them weekly la, but i can never dance to em as awesome as some of the mambo regulars do. *respect* haha, every week i thought i'd have the courage BUT every week i fail man. haha!

I didnt know what to say, without 1 touch we stood there face to face!

and i was dying inside to hold you, i couldnt believe what i felt for you.

dying inside, i was dying inside but i couldnt bring myself to touch you.

that was for the last mambo! i hope the lyrics continues for the next and the next n the next!

awesome. haha.

Mon & Tues = mahjong craze with family & visiting

Wed = Swim & Mambo

Thurs = Slack & Poker

Fri = Attempt to start studying

Sat = Plan to start studying

Sun = HAVE to start studying.

how does that sounds?

Song on repeat now = Tik Tok by Kesha.

Cheers!

2009-06-18T20:27:00.002+08:00

Yahoo.
blogging during the break of my Intl' Acct class. which totally suck btw.
This last 2 weeks, are really a sore in the ass man.
The worst class ever since i've had in Germany, (lots of theory for Acct.) even worst den IT CLASSES.
and my breaktime is up but i dont feel like getting back into class so imma gonna take my own sweet time to blog abt the feelings i have for the last 2 weeks.
Class is making the last 2 weeks seem so long, so dreadful, and im thankful for that.
making things go slower, at least it feels like that to me. if not everything will go by so fast that i cant grip onto any memories im frantically trying to hold and put it into my "Never Deleted" memory space in my brain.

That smile,
Jeden Tag ist so schön.
Tschüss!

2009-05-30T06:20:00.002+08:00

BEEN ultra mighty monkey ages since i've updated.

I dont wanna say goodbye to you~
Love is one big illusion, i should try to forget, but there is something left in my head.
You're the one who set it up, now you're the one who make it stop.
Im the one whose's feeling lost right now.
Now you want me to forget, every little thing you said,
but there is something left in my head.
I wont forget, the way, your kisses.
The feeling so strong, were lasting for so long.
but im not the man, your heart is missing, thats why you go, away i know.
Yes i know.

Anyways, the reason why im back up here is to post up some quotes i found on the net.
Haha.

When walking, as we step one foot forward,

we lift the other foot up.

In the same way, we should let go of yesterday

and focus on today.

A wise person is able to let go.

To let go is actually to receive,

to receive boundless happiness

2009-03-14T15:53:00.003+08:00

Facts about Qd.

1) I dont like to pump people.
2) Im a friendly guy.

Alrite. LTC's over, seems like this is a mandatory post that everyone does after the camp.

YESSSS i might seem like an asshole during the camp, and i dont like myself during the camp, but come on! 1 year down the road, when you're with your friends doing things, you'll think of LTC, the times when u guys are getting pumped by evil qd. when you guys are getting scolded by us.
it is always the tough times that leaves the strongest impression in you, and not the fun gaga part u see.
same for me, pulling through this camp was T O U G H.
and i've learnt more about myself. much more and much better.
1 thing i've learnt about myself is that,

Weakness or strength i dont know but,
QD tends to enjoy the drama when it comes to planning an event, he indulges in the rush, the adrenaline of the work and tends to only rush like a bull when someones holding the red flag infront of him.

Not gonna mention names in this post but there are people who surprises me so much that leads to disappointment and i am truely grateful for all the help everyone contributed.

Treat others the way you want others to treat you.

Procrastination is like masturbation, it feels good until you realise you're screwing yourself.

If you were a limitless water tap,
people would probably leave you on day and night.
But if you placed a limit on how much water you gave out,
people would suddenly realise how valuable you are and treat you accordingly.
Never take someone for granted, and worst still, never let yourself to be taken for granted.!

when things do not go your way, don't be too quick to condemn the situation, the people around you or yourself.
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON
Dreams are what we make them to be.There is hope in every heartbeat.Tiny as it seems. You're a beautiful seed.Every hope, every power,lies in the heart of a seed that flowers.Intertwined all across the land.We're all seeds in the maker's hand.
(From mdm.cho's blog)

When you throw a frog into a pool of water at boiling point, the frog will jump out instantly. But when you place the frog into a pool of water and gradually heat the water, the frog will slowly boil itself to death without escaping.
This is the frog theory of karmic relationship - of both first and third person perspective.
THE STORY IS TOLD OF HOW an adventurous young frog struggled hard to climb into a pot of water. After a few false starts, he finally managed and had a nice time, enjoying the swim.
But the pot's owner came, proceeded to light a fire, and placed the pot on it. When the water started warming, the frog found the conditions even better.
But soon, conditions inside the pot became unbearable and the frog decided to jump out. But upon seeing the fire below, he stopped dead on his tracks. He was trapped in a dilemma of his own making. The water was killing him slowly, but the fire would kill him instantly.
we might ask ourselves how we got trapped in a dilemma of our own making....
(Copy and paste from http://jamesfallows.theatlantic.com/archives/boiledfrog/)

Very true. Very true.

2009-03-01T18:34:00.002+08:00

Ok.
Been months since i've updated.

21 days away from departure.
Departure Date = 22nd March, 2am++
technically , its monday's morning. but sunday's midnight.

6 Days away from LTC camp.
God please abstain from raining for that 3 days and i'd be grateful.

Contemplating if i should have a bbq before i go off eh.
or should i just attempt to cook at home heh.
been watching martha stewart's show every morning and the jamies or w/e that aussy is called. haha , im INSPIRED.

really really fast.
im gonna miss my CPU. my house, every little thing in singapore.
scared.
its like throwing me in orchard naked.
im gonna be in germany without anything that i've relied on for the past 18 years.
geez.

oh welllllll. no time to worry about that ATM, this coming week will be a hell week.
Amitabha.

2009-01-25T23:03:00.003+08:00

OH!
something thats funny when i took the mrt that time, i peeked at some guy's smses haha.

Girl messages guy,

"You never hug before alot of people izzit? thats why so easy get jealous."

Guy's reply to girl,

"I hug alot of girls before but not the one i love mah."

SO CHEESY?!
GEEEEEEZ.
they need to know whats keeping things simple like a sincere "I Love you" will suffice.
Year of the ox,
hmm.
Haha.
Anyways i caught the jia hao yue yuan recently,
i think im starting to love canto dramas!
nice nice.

Will update more after the festive season =)
or maybe after my exams HA.

working on a new blog tho, but its gonna be my online diary thingy, so no links will be given out! maybe i should do it on wordpress/LJ eh, den can lock the post or something.
ciaos!

2009-01-20T18:39:00.002+08:00

must hurry up get well soon..
clarinase, please dont fail me.
thats a notably strong medicine for flu i think?
can only take 2 tablets max / day. theres the danger of overdosage if you consume too many tablets.
geez, hope can recover by tmr.

something funny in sch today, i saw apple and she asked me,
"are you drunk or sun burnt?!"
"i was stunned and took me awhile to think and say , oh im not feeling well!"

what garbish man.!

2009-01-15T11:51:00.002+08:00

Right right..
Qd is still alive after a series of crazy icas and fucked up nyp open house.
alrite...
for the open house, hmm let me see how much time i spent in the sch, home was practically just a hotel for me at that time.

6th jan (day before open house) , stayed in sch till 12mn++, thanks for my president that tompang me.

7th jan (first day of open house), reached sch at 8am? cant remember exact time but roughly,
8am-12mn, yes.. thats a freaking 16 hours in school straight. stayed back to do some banner painting and decos to brighten the booth up. its sigh. nvm.

8th jan (second day of open house), this is where my sorethroat and coughs kicks in full blown. 8am-11pm. SLIGHTLY earlier than the previous 2 days but still its exhausting.

9th jan (last day of open house), 9am-7pm.

Total hours spent on open house, 16 hours + 15 hours + 10 hours = 41 hours.

Hoho. how wonderful is that.
after that, spent my whole sunday recuperating at home.
and also, the following weekdays totally have no energy to do anything much.

THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HELPED FOR OPEN HOUSE 2009!

right putting aside the 41 hours, something's thats much more happening eh?

hongster's 20th birthday HA.
presents from us (me,yq,jm,jp,gab)
we bought him 5 different type of wines hahahahaha.

Moscato champagne, White Zinfandiel sparkling, White Zinfandiel, Brown brothers dessert wine, ICEWINE.
anyways hong, i want to drink the icewine someday ! HAHA.
never drank it before, heard so many people raving about it.
=D
and American history X is an awesome movie. go catch it.

CIAOS.!

2009-01-04T22:45:00.003+08:00

Many little details i'd like to change/have in 2009
and till now
only 1 major thing hit me.

I'd like more spontaneous things to happen in 2009!
HAHA
i guess that'd be plentiful in germany eh.

anyways, date has been set already!
26th March = Orientation and german language classes
for 1 week until 3rd apr i think*
and classes will start officially.
gotta go check if grades will be shown in transcript or just pass/fail!
HAHA. that'd decide how much fun i'd have in germany eh! *wink wink*

im actually thinking of playing ard with my hair colour. hmm hmmmmmm.
new year..
hmmm red..?
hmmm this? or this?
haha. anyways if im gonna dye it, it'd be something subtle. and not outstanding!
ciaos!
right eyelid keeps twitching.
mehhh.

Crazy holidays

2008-12-26T15:09:00.002+08:00

Many first times on these 2 weeks of holidays.
All i can say is,
Thanks jeff for the rides,
and hmm
time to get myself back to school-ing mood eh.
anyways,
i'll be blogging much much much lesser.
have LOTS of topics to blog on but
just find it troublesome to blog it out eh.
so im just typing it on my itouch notes function and it'll be like a "diary" for me.
=)
ciaos, goign to lim chu kang now!

2008-12-17T22:49:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHH, DEAD BLOG!
WHAT TO DO!
haha.
lost the interest in blogging!
/sigh.
lol.
dont know if any frequents this page often but, if they are any,
im sorry.

talking about apologising..
hmm, what are the ratio out of 10 times you apologise, you mean it straight from ur heart?
or you're just apologising because u have to, or as what people call it, courtesy.
i remember its chek that brought this topic up.
IP MAN at 11:40pm. tired but gotta go still lol.
bought tickets liao, SIAN.
why did i do it! oh well, go there relac relac.
after all, wahts a holiday for?!

2008-12-03T09:54:00.002+08:00

OSCARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
2 weeks 1/2 later, first man to go tekong.

tahan.
tahan.
go there chalet only.

Very busy therefore lack of post.
=/

2008-11-22T12:44:00.003+08:00

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

QD has just got back from prawning session!
/me is happy and sad!
coz i hit the 20 mark this morning! yaHOOOOOO.
mind you, previously i only got 6!
this morning got 21.
itssssssssssssssssssssssss SHIOK.
SHIOKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
feels good to STRIKE and HIT a prawn.
now all i can think of is STRIKING.

and im sad coz..
i LOST a prawn that is as big as my wrist.
its SUPER DUPER FAT.
= LOBSTER SIZE
seriously no joke.
i hooked it up alr... but it flew off at the railings
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH damn sad.
people beside me all saying, "what a waste"
and 2mins later some lucky ass got it.
SUPER SAD CAN.
its REALLY REALLY BIG.
/swears upon those 21 prawns.

and i got kiaped by those big prawns at least 3 times lah.
not like ant bite hor, got blood one.
duno is my skin too thin or they too power.
/sigh nvm~ DESTRESS CAN ALRRRRRR.

i feel good~ tada tada tada taaaaaa
move it just like me. tada tada tada taaaaaa~
i feel GOOOOOOOD.

2008-11-16T15:48:00.004+08:00

I was an overweight fat short kiddo!

if anyone is doubting me...

theres EVIDENCE!

my sis just posted up a 14 year ago pic,

SPOT ME. my sis describe my expression as
"can i have the hamburger after this take please?"

so if anyone is still doubting me.... HA

anyways, back from camp sat night.

procrastinated the whole of sunday, telling myself i needa take a good break after all the activities.

meaning, im self-talking myself not to start studying for law ICA on monday!

2008-11-14T16:18:00.002+08:00

RAHHHHH.

QD's gonna be away for camp this friday night to sunday!
wont be updating in this coming week too.
coz have a full blown ICA outburst.
mon - biz law
tues - ICT
wed - EFMA
thurs - German

ROAR?!

epic failure! lol.
ok gotta go pack my bag alr, im so late. !
4.20 now, report at 6.30.
RAHHHHHHHHH.

/god bless. please rain at the right times!

2008-11-12T21:30:00.002+08:00

PROCRASTINATION IS LIKE MASTURBATION!
it feels so good until you realise you're screwing yourself!

GAHHHHHHH.

RAHHHHHHH.

AHHHHHHHH.

i've yet to get started on my mkt report.
i've yet to prepare myself for the camp this coming friday. im so gonna die during the camp.
this semester just feels so packed and jammed.

MEHHHHHHH.

/gonna bury my head in my pillow tonight, tmr wake up, time to go hyper mode for studying.

ROARRRRRRR.

2008-11-11T21:09:00.003+08:00

Changes,

Or more specifically,

people changing.

People around me have been changing intensively,

their character or their look.

It is kinda scary coz when you stay STAGNANT, and when people around you CHANGE, you cant communicate with them.

or in some ways,
you feel kinda out of frequency?

BLEAH. im sure almost everyone or a handful of you guys experience this eh?
changes, changes.
do we adapt to changes or changes adapt to us?
hmm..
is being flexible a sort of an inflexibility?
you see, changes are happening around me, so i should be flexible and adapt to it,
so to all my friends that have been changing, hello again. i'll get to know you better , and better.
and i hope, the change is for the better.
not for the worst.

AND!
i predict that this semester is gonna be tough, tough, tough.
many many things going on at the same time, how wonderful is that?!
haha.
i just hope i dont crack under the stress.
and i just realised,

STRESSED is just DESSERTS spelled backwards!
how awesome is that haha.

On a lighter note, its kinda heartwarming to see the same old people after a long period of time.
nostalgic i guess!

ahhhhh, the year is taking too long to move it's ass, DOUBLE UP! let me welcome 2009 and bam, WELCOME DEUTSCHLAND! (spelled correctly anot?!)

2008-11-09T12:03:00.002+08:00

Need to be done list,

1) Study for Business Finance ICA this coming week,
2) Get my lazy ass to start marketing ICA1
3) Start getting fit.
4) MASTER PRAWNING,
5) study
6) still study
7) also study
8) must study
9) try to study
10) have to study!

2008-11-08T21:31:00.000+08:00

Qd needs some motivation to study.
any suggestions?!?!?!?

2008-11-08T18:30:00.003+08:00

Good,Kudos,Prima,sehr gut,ZUUUper.
YAHooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOO.
haha hi peeps,
change of mind! everything must go well for the next 4 months,

anywayss, have lots of things to update, but not sure if i can remember all of them so i shall start with my tekong trip this wednesday.
Went down to changi jetty, took a ferry down to tekong and oh my, it looks like Batam or some Chalet away on an island.
i'd love to stay there, except for those army regiments.
anyways, what i remember most is the lieutenant's speech,
i realised that NSF LOVE to string 2 words up together,
example, TERRIBAD (terrible + bad) and also GIGAN-NORMOUS (gigantic + enormous)
also, words like AWESOME, KICKASS, ORGASMIC are also super common in NSF.

after tekong trip on wed, went prawning at bishan park on thurs night.
hooking up a prawn is awesome,kickass,orgasmic man. HAHA.
i'd love to become a pro at prawning, everyone's attention will be on me HAHAHAHAHA.
but its kinda hard n expensive to master, so maybe i'll just slowly take my time.
howeverrrrrrrrrrrrrr, HOW TO TAKE MY TIME?!
its pretty addictive leh!
i like the adrenaline rush of fighting the prawn haha.
shiok sia! maybe after prawning, i will go try FISHING.
even more shiok, can fight the fish for 30mins.
as expected, our Catch Rate on thursday night is pathetic man haha.
we had 3 rods, total our CR is 24.
I had 6, HongWei and BoonChin had 9 each.
SIGH~ nvm. i'll improve soon.
just you wait!
next time i'll try early morning to afternoon, with earthworm as bait.
sian, have to travel to toapayoh to buy the bait. grrr.

orginal plan was to go starbucks on sat for study session.
but i realised that i promised ANZEL to go help cleanup club room and stuffs, and i didnt have much things to study there so no choice haha.
tiring, dirty, untidy describes the cleanup.
its kinda like a makeover thingy.
threw lots of rubbish away.

End of the story,
ANY PRAWNING KAKIS WANNA LEARN TOGETHER?!

2008-11-04T23:03:00.004+08:00

HA.
is it good that everything goes well the next 4 months?
haha.
ironic isnt it.
what if i fail TEP HAHHAHAHA.
theres free NYP JACKETS this time round okay.
dun pray pray, my time was free labour without ANYTHING.
you guys ah tsk tsk, better cherish your NYP jacket,
wear it during lectures/tutorials ok.
be proud of it.
HAH.
gonna visit tekong tmr.
hope it'll not be a disaster.!

2008-11-04T10:30:00.003+08:00

Dear friends that smokes,
please take 5 minutes off your time and go,
http://www.xiaxue.blogspot.com/
READ.
thats exactly what people feels when you're having fun blowing smoke.
be CONSIDERATE.
honestly speaking,
i used to curse smokers that smoke inconsiderately infront of me,
like die 7 years faster or something.
ROAR.
but that only applies for inconsiderate smokers la.
if my friends smokes, i'll try to talk them into quitting la.

ohh welllllll.
sch beckons, tutorials not done! oops.
ciaos!

HAPPY 18th BRANDON

GDLUCK FOR UR A's!

2008-11-01T01:05:00.002+08:00

QD's not a virgin anymore.

oops. i mean, not a halloween virgin anymore.
celebrated my first ever halloween in sch tonight.
was awesome, but next year's will be a bigger bang.
anywayssss.
really tired.
so shant continue anymore.
hmm, maybe tmr i'll head down to bucks.
anyone?
call me =D

2008-10-30T14:03:00.002+08:00

its just how my eyes are able to find the bearings to you automatically.
anyways.

my lecturer Aloysius Tan showed me lots of pictures about the country im gonna spend 4 months in during March to July.
its LOVELY man.
so many cottages, victoria houses and just plain greenery.
really man.
its much more den the previous time when i went San Francisco.
i would love to take a little walk to school everyday , Bad Mergenthiem business school.
the park, and up the mountains into the old castle, and guess what?!
the best part is...
im gonna be STUDYING in a 100+ year old plus castle man. hawt or what
awesome. awesome.
haha.
it'll be great if u can come along too =)
awesomely in love with jay chou's new song :D
and, im hoping to increase my playlist of my jogging time. haha

2008-10-29T23:06:00.002+08:00

Hello people, Qd's not emo or anysort.
just food for thought.
went for a quick jogging this evening at bishan park..
ran non stop for 3 songs on my ipod and i feel like having a cardio arrest.
stitches attack and my legs feel like 100000kg.
i guess its time to run constantly and exercise more.
my body is already getting.. lazy.. tired.. or maybe old is the right word.
anywaysss.
during the time while oscar is taking care of his hair in TW,
im gonna spend time alone with myself.
like exercise alone,
starbucks, to revise my sch work la duh, and of coz alone, ice coco classic ftw.
and.
hmm..
nyp library? maybe when i get my book that travelled acrossed the indian ocean from jeff.
*hint hint* call me when u book out next, bitch!. i noe ur out today.

2008-10-28T22:19:00.004+08:00

HI EVERYBODY.
im just gonna blog about friendships over in this post coz 1 of my bestie is leaving for TW tmr morning. coming back only 1 week before his 3months tekong trip.
howwwwwwww?
and strangely,
i didnt go to have dinner with the clique over at holland V tonight,
the crystal jade steamboat that look awesomely nice.
anyways, just gonna briefly explain the background why i didnt end up eating laughing and drinking with them.
yest night JM asked me in anticipation whether im free today, (tues). i replied hmm, i guess not for the rest of the week. reason coz im feeling very stressed out and trying to catch up with my sch work. (i missed 2 days of lec and tut fyi)
and after he told me coz hes trying to get the clique to go for dinner before oscar goes off.
i replied, hmm okay den, keep me informed tmr about the plans k.
he said "ok"
den i went off to slp.

today, had lessons from 12-6pm. was waiting waiting n waiting for the sms/call. however, i called jm,oscar,jeff all to no avail, none picked up =(
so while walking out of the sch, i was trying to reach them.
no reply whatsoever, until jm dropped me a msg which is "Why?"
lastly, i tried calling yq, i asked if we're having dinner tonight, he tell me the standard answer that pisses others off, "bu zhi dao" and hes at a chalet over at pasir ris, hangs up the call abruptly.
/sidetracks awhile.
whats with MSGING man.
CALL is always so much easier to get a message through.
and really calling and msging makes a diff.
so i shrugged the sms aside a like 2-3mins and just nice, my bus home came.
boarded the bus and decided to call jm.
he told me hes at orchard with oscar.
so hmm.. and jiapei is done in sch.
from what i get, i concluded that nobody bothered to inform me.
so with that, i went home, ate my dinner with awesome imperial herbal baked chicken cooked by my maid.
end of the story.
i told them i'd love to join them for a midnight movie or some sort of after dinner activity.
however, no replies too from my smses.
oh well.

on a lighter note,
CONGRATS OSCAR. BRINGING IC PHOTO AND NOT BRINGING IC PHOTO MAKES A DIFF ! (ur instructor is cunning)
i'll miss you oscar.
next to jio u guys out to east coast at midnight will be me i guess?

anyways, i've been thinking about my hi bye friends and close friends that knows me in and out.
unfortunately, it didnt keep me thinking for long as the list is pathetically empty. or should i say, im not confident of my friendships that i am having now.
and listening to jay chou's songs arent helping.
have i been neglecting too much of my poly friends?
people say POLY = HIGH SCHOOL in other terms. and friends that u will still laugh and cry 20 years later are mostly from here.
well.. i've been thinking thats kinda bullshitty, coz poly people are always no where to be seen after class/sch while on the other hand, secondary we hang out aimlessly in sch after sch or somewhere lah.
its just.
you know.
the.
anyways.. during the time oscar is gone, i foresee lesser going out with the usual clique. but definitely i'll ask jeff out for astons during his book outs or a somewhere good for dinner.
so.. during my free time, i'll study and hopefully workout a lil.
*note the word hopefully*

/to all readers that have survived my ranting to the end, ask yourself, how many numbers on your handphone can u actually dial when at midnight, you're devastated or some tragedy happens.

*Disclaimer, None of the above comments are aimed to be criticizing anyone. neither am i angry with any of the people mentioned above, i still love all of you.

2008-10-20T23:53:00.003+08:00

Over you - daughtry

and

It's not over -daughtry.

contradicting songs by the same individual.

cool?

not cool.

BEAUUUUUUUUTYYYYYYYYYYYY AND THE BEASTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

very beastly i tell you.

its just the pair of singlet i tell u.

if i ever get to set a law in SG (which i never will bt nvm)

i will ban all fuggly singlet like THIS.

SERIOUSLYYYYYY

whats WRONG with wearing this singlet, you ask.

ok. you aint a hunk,

you're white like a chao chee bye (not literally duh)

GEDDIT?!

HAHAHA. ok just venting my grouses.

anyways, i just remembered a sentence.

Never make someone a priority when you're just redundant.

cheers.!

(i dont know why my paragraph is always so big between sentences when i upload any pic.)

2008-10-17T00:27:00.003+08:00

HAHA.

now for a big ass shot of my face during one of my band concerts.

perspiring like mad i tink.

was in my sch, (non aircon hall)

wearing blazar and a shirt makes it worst.

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

hmm?

hahaha.

is it a waste to throw away my lovely golden long metal blowing instrument?

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

oh and i've always regretted not having the opportunity to learn the piano when i was young.

and.. instead of piano, i got GU ZHENG.

all 4 of my siblings attempted to master the gu zheng but alas, only my big sis and bro made it to the shores.

me together with my 2nd sis, failed and somewhere along the journey, gave up.

oh well oh well.

oh and, im suffering from tutorial and lectures down syndrome.

someone help? ;p

2008-10-14T21:59:00.001+08:00

Taken outside suntec.

HA look at all our kiddish faces.

POWER RANGER UNIFORM ANYONE?

2008-10-14T12:16:00.004+08:00

QD wants HOUSE OF LEAVES ! ! ! ! ! ! !
ROAR.

2008-10-14T12:16:00.003+08:00

My mum recently told me to pickup saxaphone.
i think she loves saxaphone?
haha.
and.. i think its a lost for me to stop my trombone after playing it from pri2-sec4++.
that is actually 8yrs + ! thats really significantly long lol.
its almost as long as my education i've got.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
i hope if i get into a uni, i'll be able to pick it up again by joining the band.
=D
alsooo.
i really miss the times of cheerleading i had in sec sch.
sec3-sec4+
ah ha.
guys n girls, the type of cheerleading im talking about is professional one ok.
we had our glory days and after our era, gone lol.

ah. reminiscing (spelt correctly?) the past.
i used to have band prac during Tues/Thurs/Fri
and my cheerleading prac will be Mon/Wed.
so i have CCA every single day in sch and the really fun or tiring period will be during sec3.
SYF and Nationals cheerleading compy.
OHHHHHHH OHHHHHHH.
will try to post up our champion pics and gold (SYF) when i get home from sch.
and yet ironically,
now in poly, im doing NOTHING.
except SBM club haha.
organising events and stuffs.
happening? i guess so.

i wish i wish to go back time,
to live life simply during secondary school.

oh and people, please try to go for the cbss alumni reunion dinner&dance during 25th oct.
IM GOING. OK?!
OKKKKKKKKK.
BORING DAY IN SCH TODAY.
MONDAY SUCKS.
TUESDAY IS A LITTLE BETTER.
WED WILL BE WORST.
/slam face on table and fall asleep.

2008-10-01T10:51:00.002+08:00

Hmm.
suddenly felt like blogging.
Food for thought.

Are all kids borned with a personality instilled in them?
or do people and the surroundings inculcate what we are today?
Its like,
2 perfect innoncent kid, they turn out differently
1 became a chao beng beng, another became a white collar.
why?
ok gonna sound quite stupid here but,
Are their destiny sealed before they're even borned?
lol.
but i kinda believe its the upbringing, surroundings and the parents that decides the person's personality and attitude.
look at me , perfect kid right? =)
Nxt time, im not gonna spoil my kid(s) with titbits, ice cream, soft drink etc.
Only on occasions like CHRISTMAS.
HAHA.
i remember that was my fav time of the year when i was still a kid can.
coz my mum will tell me stories of santa and make us hang socks on the wall.
the next day, we'll find titbits and chocolates there
like wang wang , golden coin choco etc.
SIMPLE things like that made me so happy in the past.
i think its because i wasnt given any titbits/choco frequently, so it felt like WOW
however, when i grew up
my xmas gift now is always given in the form of cash. haha
oh well , betta den nth rite? =)

Christmas is slowly approaching and everyone's leaving SG soon.
Oscar is gonna go taiwan, Jeff is in Army,brandon's going army after A's and Im going to Germany next yr march prolly.
jeff says hes not gonna book out when we're gone. HAHA

Happy hari raya everyone !
Ciaos!

2008-09-30T10:14:00.002+08:00

Alrite!.
been so long since i blogged yea.
not really in the "fever" to blog but felt obliged to blog to let others know im still not rotting at home!.
haha.
having a well deserved 2 weeks break at home now..
sch reopens at 13th oct !!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
good or bad?! dont know!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahah.
just know that im pretty looking forward to sch reopen!
and..
im even more looking forward to my foreign exchange studies at my year 3 sem 1 !
1 whole semester in germany!
whoo. kick ass.
oh and i tink my hols will be all spent on fetching foreign students from the airport.
a new batch of em are arriving from france/finland.
=)
awesome.
and 1 last thing,
i wanna buy House of Leaves!
haha. should have "kidnapped" jeff's one.

2008-09-15T22:45:00.001+08:00

In life, there'll always be three people in your life. The one you love the most. The one that love you the most. And the one that you eventually end up with. Most of the time, they wont be the same person. And if he/she is, congrats.!

aite, qd is very lazy to blog.
i find that paragraph interestingly true.
^^

2008-09-10T09:50:00.002+08:00

After a long day yest in sch, i dont know what hit me to go out with oscar and friends.
Kinda regret it actually.
Went to eat sakura buffet at town, and rushed over to kinokuniya for situ, and paragon for jiaming.
-.-
k nt the highlight.
and im very tired at the end.
went home and slacked, bath, slp.
before slping i caught a runny nose man.
Zzz.
giveup.
wokeup this morning with slight headache and very bad nose.
sigh.
falling sick, Runny nose, irritating throat, feverish.

I DONT LIKE FLU.
im gonna take 2 flu panadol tablets whenever i slp until i recover.
RAH.

2008-09-09T18:31:00.002+08:00

Somebody told me , you had a boyfriend that looks like a GIRLFRIEND.

HAHAHAHA.
INDEED.
lmao.
qd officially hates guys (pussys) that wears singlets excessively.
WHOO HOOOO.
Somebody told me, you had a boyfriend that looks like a GIRLFRIEND.
Aww come on,
Fats and Singlets doesnt goes together.
Also,
White chicken shouldnt expose too much of your whiteness you see.
So..
Conclusion,
Cover yourself up yea? lmao
=) Cheers

2008-08-30T15:59:00.002+08:00

can never understand how they are able to shrug things off so easily and just say its over.
its really kinda incredible yeh?
hahaha.
and i gotta protect my legs from jeff now.
/mental note to wear jeans everytime going out with him.
HA.
ok ciao, im late for bbq at east coast.
yet again east coast lol just paid it a visit yest night.
^^ starry night yest, i wonder how about tonight.

2008-08-27T10:56:00.003+08:00

oh. its my 262 post.
hah.
the only bus that goes to my house, directly infront of it.
FLUUUUU.
FLUUUUUU.
HAAA CHIEWWW.
-.-
lol.
/pat pat jeff.
you can always try again. lol
i just bought a super big pack of NTUC tissue lmao.
0.75cents for like 24 packs of it?
so much worthed it as compared to buying 0.30cents for each pack.
Wed, Thurs, FRI!

/me wants friday asap.
friday = end of TEP! (of coz without the icas -.-)
shall camp at home until my flu recovers.
Zzz. Zzz. Zzz.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

2008-08-27T10:56:00.002+08:00

2008-08-27T10:56:00.001+08:00

2008-08-27T10:56:00.000+08:00

finally after 5 days 4 nights of looking through my msn, it turns green.!
been very grey for the past few days lol.

habitual or addiction?
you tell me.

2008-08-27T10:47:00.002+08:00

Hmm.
Right..
Suddenly reminded of a phrase,
"Do not mistake coincidence for fate."
haha.
guess most of u guys out there dont understand what im saying but nvm,
its just for myself to read next time and i'll remember and laugh it off.
yep.
i've been browsing my earlier posts about 1 year ago and its really funny sometimes yea?
i mean, its really like a diary but not as indepth as one,
not as serious as one.
yet it still serves its primary purpose ! it allows me to think back and laugh it off.
whoo. haha
now i believe u guys are gonna go search for my archives?
^^

If you were a limitless water tap,people would probably just leave u on day and night.
But if you placed a limit on how much water you gave out,people would suddenly realise how valuable you are and treat you accordingly.
never take someone for granted, worst still never let yourself to be taken for granted !

2008-08-24T23:33:00.002+08:00

/wipes dust away
aite aite..
dusty already, been donkey years since i've updated yeh.
hahaha.
nth much to do online rite now, but my classical (3 hours sch) is gonna start this coming week.
B O R I NGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
SLACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
maybe i should go pick up a new sports.
hmm.
beach volleyball?
hmm.
hockey?
hmm.
basketball?
hmm..
hmm....
olympics fever =D
OR
TABLE TENNIS?!
LEEEEET. LOL.
so i was talking abt how cliche a conversation can go on msn with your current interest.
i mean come on you guys out there gotta admit that everytime you strike a conversation, its always the same old kind of style, same old sentences.

try it some day, close your eyes and speak to her for 10mins, you'll be surprised how well it go.

this just means,
there are 2 type of person,
adventurous and non-adventurous.
oh well.
i shall try the adventurous style some day, and let you guys know how it fares.

=)

2008-08-10T13:34:00.003+08:00

Exams Stress?
For me, Report stress haha.

F.Y.I,
I"VE YET TO START ON MY 2 REPORTS that are supposed to be handed in tmr at 12pm.
hoho.
deja'vu.
i remember the last time, during EMRS it was the same -.-
last minute work at midnight and in school,
managed to finish the 2 reports in a satisfying 2-3 hours?
haha.
but this time, do not have the luxury of doing it in school coz of cheers.
Zzz.
Cashiering for my last week. kudos?
its tiring shit did i mention?!
FOR TALL PEOPLE, please do not even try cashiering, your back will age 100000x faster.
and your neck will break by the end of the day.
ok. i shall attempt to start on my reportss.

2008-08-09T00:07:00.002+08:00

WHINEY POST AHEAD. PROCEED WITH CAUTION.!

SIGHHHH.
reallllyy mooody this week.
every morning greeted by,
"hey receiving got alot problems."
-.-
everytime things just manage to find a way to go wrong near the end/at the end eh?
just give up -.-
gosh.
lol.

Qd wants a chill pill, anyone willing to give?
=(

2008-07-29T20:23:00.002+08:00

Semester exams closing in..
Signifies the last week of my attachment in cheers !
hip hip hurray !
lol.
but i think i'll miss cheers anyways when i leave.
oh well. w/e.!
anywaysss.
i am willing to give free advice/tutor for macroeconomics/POA.
these are the 2 modules that i am still familiar with i hope.
so if u need help with any of these 2 modules...
feel free.
i'll be in cheers. haha.

I need a CCA!
i want my stage back.!

2008-07-17T21:21:00.003+08:00

Hahahaha.
Helped out on wednesday's event at the atrium, Youth Cube!
Got wokeup at 8 by SL and went down to sch asap, reach at around 9+.
WAS DOING NOTHING AT ALL CAN AT THE EVENT.
overflood of manpower!
too many lazing around doing nothing Zzz.
so i did what i am best in when im doing nothing,
Stand around , looking GOOD.
hahahahaha.
i guess the highlight of the day was the Lunchtime Performance.!
Makes me miss my secondary school days man.!
Reallyy!
i so miss the times i was performing regularly,
Cheerleading or Band or w/e !
;p
And.

You did great yesterday.

2008-07-11T00:52:00.003+08:00

WTB > A slap for as much as it costs, as long as its effective, hell yeah.
WTB > Reformat brain <-- yes, it's the same as clearing your memory. WTB > Disappearing act.
WTB > Invisibility pot.
WTB > Bubble.
WTB > 100% Avoidance.
WTB > Rez.
WTB > * * *

if only i didnt take part in orientation eh.
if only i've walked out of it once n for all.
hahaha.

/slap.
/slap.
/slap.
/slap.
/slap.
/spit.
/spit.
/spit.
/spit.
/spit.
/spit.

/the only chill pill i have now is cheers..
the people that makes me L O L.

Ego.. Ego go away....
S i g h.
/spit at you
* * *,you're missed.

2008-07-01T23:07:00.003+08:00

Ah hah ! im back.
lol.
uhhhhh. i guess u guys aint really interested with everything's that's been happening in my life now. but i'll just blog what i did during the weekends, so that if there's ever a time i feel nostalgic, i'll just click "Posted entries."

met up with judith (like finally.?) lol, jm,jp,jeff and judith's friend, tammi.
its an OVERALL fun dinner at giraffee, with FUN people, and really retarded jokes/things we do.
lol. made me LOL and once i laughed so hard, i went to hit the table, and the table nearly overturned LOL.

OHH. i'd like to make a confession, jeff, jm & jp wasnt waiting for me thats why they're late ! i waited 30 mins for them in nyp. lawl, they used me as an "immunity" so that they have an excuse to be late ;p
yea. thats about all. lol.
after the dinner, our plan was to catch 11.15pm Wanted at The Cathay, however due to angelina jolie's sexy lips, the tickets was sold out/no more seats. yea, so plan ruined.
and also, due to Judith's curfew, we couldnt catch the later show , 21.
and of course, being the AMK boy, i suggested going back AMK ! whoo yea.
jm as usual was bitching away about AMK haahaha.
learn to love AMK man ! its so beautiful, with the lian lians and bengs bengs.
went to paridiz center there and took a bus, 166 back to hub (whoo yea)
playeddd poooool with jeff. HAH no more 7 balls left, bitch!
judith and her friend left early, i guess we shldnt have went to pool lol, not their type of game !
anywayssss, the rest of the night is really just pretty much making jokes abt lian lians/beng bengs, talking abt girls,
/wink jm "Is she hot?"
The day ended when we left judith & tammi's condo,
(we went over to continue our chat at the poolside)

As for sat/sun... i was pretty much damn lazy so i stayed home thru out my weekends.
fone batt went flatt, didnt really care even tho i knew it, left it flat, went to bed sleep wakeup eat sleep.
=) thats life right.?

Alsooooooooo, so far this week has been hectic.
sigh, really hectic.
Doing morning shift work for NYP Cheers.
Work schedule,
6.45am-12.00pm. (scheduled time)
HOWEVERR, somehow, i cant knock off on time at 12pm -.-
dont know why, but yea really. haha
and, everything is just not right la, from monday onwards.. to today, tuesday.
i shall quote a famous saying, "everything that can go wrong, can go wrong."
it's so god damn bloody true la.
on monday, like at around 8pm,
We ran out of straws,
Ran out of small change(bloody hell, people bombing us with $50 note when they buy a lollipop?)
Ran out of plastic bag for curry puffs etc.
Ran out of 3 PLY paper for printing of reports (most impt thing that ran out -.-)
SIGHHHHHH.

Today the misfortunate events is even worst. shant mention anymore, its over.
sometimes working in cheers is really a very good temper management "class"
i learn how not to smash the cashier counter, learn how not to swear unnecessary.
temper management.. temper management..

Regrets overwhelms me, therefore,
I'd just stab myself in the heart right then and there

It's never been a waste of time hanging on to the thin line of thread.
It's never been so strong, this serenade.

If it ever helps,
I'll show you how i can survive being along,
just to win you over.

Random lyrics,
I keep holding on,
I keep singing my song,
it gets me through it,
i've got the scars to prove itttt.
i know the road is longgg,
but im staying strong, so dont cry,
this is not my last goodbye...
I'm finding out the hardest way, you learn before u fall from grace.
I keep holding on,
I keep singing my song,
it gets me through it,
i've got the scars to prove itttt.
i know the road is long,
but im staying strong, so dont cry,
this is not my last goodbye,
the rain rain is pouring down.
I say goodbye to all my friends,

Last goodbye - Alex Band.

somehow or rather, i look for this song up my Itunes whenever i need that little bit of encouragement or rather, that little bit of fuel, that keeps me going on and on.

hahah.. something random..
i dreamt about a plane crash, dont know which night i dreamt of it but yeah..
its kinda scary man the dream, it can be classified as a nightmare !
i dont know how i got on the flight but,
i can vividly remember the plane splitting into half or smth.
and i was somewhere in the plane,
i think toilet? or something.
den the plane split up and crashed.
only survivors was me and another person. i forgot girl/guy.
so yeh..
its effin scary.
people say that dreams foretells something
or dreams are human's subconcious mind.
hmm.. someone dicipher my dream for me pls.? lol.

RIGHTTTT. must be damn bored.
congrats for finishing this post my readers !
/cheers !
last but not least..!

Happy Sweet 17th, Zoe!

Best wishes to you.. =)

2008-06-21T03:14:00.003+08:00

ok pple !! been like 3 weeks since i've updated.
uh hm. rly busy these days.
lastttt time i blogged was near the fashion and food roadshow i was organising.
and now, poof.
im a NYP Cheers STAFF, AKA Cheaplabour.
We're not paid, We PAY the sch, school fees, and we're expected to pay shortages we encounter during our cashiering.
CHEERS for CHEERS?!
grrr.
1st week down =)
2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 still counting down.
birthday went by as per normal like the past..
nothing rly special? or shld i say, the special element wasnt present.
oh well, its over.
time has passed and regrets are here.
no more regrets will do eh.

That pretty face of yours, makes me go QQ.
less QQ, more pew pew.
HAHA.
post another day !

2008-06-01T12:29:00.002+08:00

RAHHHHHH!
Exciting weeeeeek i'd say.
was so busy in school mon - thurs.
caught a little break time on fri ! took urgent leave from sch. (not urgent at all)
clearing leave !
my 2 sisters bought my havianasss for my bdae.
aww so sweet ! *mental note*
my sat was.. wet
FINALLY got my lazy ass down to town!
didnt go town for like 4months? or 6months? lol.
i HATE town, because of the crowd.
i LOVE amk hub, because i can do everything i can do in town here.
MOVIE, EAT, PLAY.
ok back to why its WET !
i went out of my hse happily, NOTE : STILL SUNNY.
boarded the bus, went into mrt.
NOTE: STILL SUNNY when im in the train.
20mins down to somerset.
i went up, heard rain fall noise.
people carrying umbrellas into the train station.
that is the wet part.
it was pouring like mad can.
Zzz only helps in making me hate town more yea.?
lawl.
was SOAKED totally from head to toe when i ran to heeren.
had to WAIT in the rain for traffic light.
argh. and at the end of the road, there was a MUD FLOOD.
_+@^(@_+^(!+_@^(
my jeans, my shirt, my SHOES and SOCKS soakeeeeeeed.
and thru out the whole day, my socks remained soaked.
until 1am? when i finished like 3 hours of pool at amk kpool.
wasss soooo tired after pool.
!!!!! and did i mention that i saw cheerleading compy at ngee ann city?
wootz.
VJ cheerleading girls are .. hot lol.
real hot !
^^
i shall try and get my lazy ass down on monday for nyp's cheerleading practice maybe.

2008-05-27T16:05:00.003+08:00

It stings, it really does.
Blogging on a rainy day.
God's will?
Such a coincidence that even going to the toilet,
2/15000 chance of bumping.
two seperate individuals, two entity.
how i wish i will never ever bump into you again
or
over you.

ANYWAYSsssssss.
been really busy in sch nowadays.
having meetings after my TEP (EMRS) everynight. zzzz.
im contemplating to join a CCA.
1) Cheerleading.
2) Symphonic Band.
3) i dont know.

SUGGESTIONSSSSS PLSSSSSSS

2008-05-26T00:18:00.002+08:00

ALRITEYYY.
i promise i'll rly cut down on my emo posts ! =)

today is a real bad day. lol.
as in, not really literally bad, but just tough luck.(SUAY)
slept at 5am++, wokeup at 9.30am?
i amazed myself when i wokeup so early feeling energetic.
guess the 12 hours sleep at jeff's hse is good.
stucked to the com for like 2-3hours until i felt my stomach growling.
took a peek out of my rm and saw my maid cooking food!
happy me, waited abt 15mins and went out.
saw hotdog buns, century egg porridge.
took fooood and happily went back to my rm n eat.
after eating, felt super lazy, went to bed, switched on the TV and slacked for 30mins+?
got really bored of stupid cartoon at kids central so i stood up on the bed, wanted to jump off the bed and get back to my rm.

1st suay-ness of the day, I HIT MY HEAD AT THE CEILING! WHAT THE HELL. i dropped dead back on the bed immediately, and covered my head.
and it's still swollen after 12 hours since the BANG. @)_(!@^)(!@^

went back to my com until 5+, went serangoon for dinner.
wanted to eat astons , but the temptation of chomp chomp was rly too big =D
ate the heaviest/most sinful meal ever tonight.
$3 carrot cake, $3 hokkien mee, bbq chicky wings and $3 lychee drink.
i was shocked when my drink came.
cabbed back to jeff's hse coz waiting for kellie to meet me at yck mrt, had to pass her excel txtbk.
ok so the plan is to meet kellie at 9pm, catch Accuracy of Death 9.30 amk hub.
met kellie on time, missed train to AMK. crap waited 8mins for next train.
went to amk hub, stared at the movie timings screen for like 5mins.
searching for 9.30 Accuracy of Death movie timeslot.

2) Suayness of the day.
Yahoo.com.sg movies stated that there is 9.30pm Timeslot.
Therefore we rushed down to amk hub hoping to catch the show , yet the person at the ticket counter told us, "No , there is only 11.55pm show for the day."
i seriously tell u, all the vulgarities were at the tip of my mouth.
unwilling to take this bullshit, i went to the computers at the side of the ticket counters,
went to yahoo.com.sg, pointed out the movie timing and was contemplating to confront the person at the counter. but nvm, as civilised people, we decide to walk off.
went to pool ltr on.

3) Suayness of the day.
i knocked my HEAD YET AGAIN while playing pool.
this time i knocked my head on the pool table lights.
^_+(!@^_+(!_+@^(
the whole thing shook so hard i thought it was gonna drop down.

4)
i kept bumping into objects at home.
toilet's door , my desk etc.
ACCIDENT PRONE DAY!

=) CHEERS! Tired! Sleep!

2008-05-23T14:03:00.002+08:00

Frantically i search for traces of you in the 181 messages i deleted,
to my surprise, it doesnt matches i think it is.
i feel like a rtard actually.
Emo-ing away in EMRS =)
First time,
Second time hmm yea sure. i can wipe it away and go to sleep.
Third and subsequently.. no, not anymore i guess.
I've made my mind up already yet now my decision is shaking.
well, i guess i'll only be better at night when Jam & Hop starts.
Mr.Invisible/Insignificant/UnImportant.
Mr.Gemini traits,
2 sides of me,
Emo,
Hyper.
=)

Coz i love you, whether its wrong or right
and whether i can be with u tonight,
i know my heart is by your side.
i don wanna run away, bt i cant take it and i dun understand
is there anyway that i can stay in your eyess...

2008-05-22T10:33:00.002+08:00

BANG BANG !
i HEAVE A SIGN OF RELIEF!
after yesterday 7pm ! wootz.
bing bing bang. bang bang bing.
basketball TOURNY ended with resonating clapping.
i guess everyone was glad that it ended and they can ciao home.
im really really lazy to blog now.
not in the mood for anything.
getting lazy to play WoW.
p.s. people that know me should know that WoW > anything for me.
but recently, i've been kept so busy that missing out on WoW doesnt seems that much of a big deal.
i'd pick friends > WoW. =)
ALSO!
being kept BUSY is a GOOOOOD THING!
it's BEEN A GOOOOOD OLD TIME since i had the feeling of working my ass off.
lol, i dont mean literally ok. its just a descriptive phrase.
dead tired after every meeting, go home bath slp.
BEST!
fulfiling life i guess?
lol. NONSENSE only.
ok nvm, im talking nonsensically.
RIGHTTttty.
ok. some rtard is talking nonsense -.-
the way he talk is like a pri sch kid, mentality is worst den a pri sch kid, basically is a childish fella.
2 type of people i hate.

1) Flower-Vase type. Seat around do nothing even though there is help needed.
2) Mouth bigger than a elephant's one. (or any animal's mouth that is big) Dont know when to stop, when to talk, what to talk.

okayy, end of post ! =)

THREE CHEERS

THREE CHEERS FOR POKE-EMO-MON (HUIZE)

HIP HIP HURRRAAAYY

HIP HIP HURRAYYYYY

Tired.. tired and even more tired.
Really giveup this time round. s i g h

2008-05-11T03:45:00.003+08:00

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说
我们不是你和我
是我想太多
你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说
或许错在我太晚我才懂爱了你太多
realize.. realize.. if only i realized what i should have realized earlier.

Do you believe in love at first sight,
or do i have to walk past you again.?

2008-05-10T02:27:00.003+08:00

alritey. qd is 1/2 dead, never alive.
rightttt.
had my 1st day of IT fair yest.. it was chaos, hectic and in a mess.
shant talk much bout the IT Fair coz it's not the reason y i felt like blogging.
anyways, after the IT show , we're allowed to leave sch at ard 6.30?
yet i have no idea why i wanna hang ard aimlessly in sch.
maybe its a thursday,
maybe its just for the sake of stealing a glance.
maybe , so many maybes.
and later on, after i left sch at ard 10? i finally know why i stayed ard in sch so late even tho i was super tired and super dead.
just because of ...

Is there an airport nearby,
Or is that my heart that's taking off?

2008-05-07T14:43:00.002+08:00

Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2.The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3.How cute they look when they sleep
4.The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6.How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9.The way they look good no matter what they wear
10.The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12.The way her hand always finds yours
13.The way they smile
14.The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15.The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'
18.Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20.Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22.Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!
23.The way they say 'I miss you'
24. The way you miss them
25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling.
Only felt.*

lol, i've been receiving quite alot of chain emails about these stuffs, so im posting up those that i find interesting.
I hate being busy.

Life is like a blant pencil without you,
it's pointless.

2008-05-06T09:51:00.004+08:00

while my friends are all rushing out flyers, ok not all, most of them are.
im..
emo-ing away in the room.
mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
has it past by me already.?
i dont know, but i guess so, but i dont want it to be so.
/blames me, me and myself only.
for being a rtard, a idiot, a moron, a stupid, a dumb dumb gum gum.
i cant believe that i have time for this.
i have not done my IT FAIR booth poster, booth flyer
sigh.
just not in the mood to do so.
maybe i'll be better after lunch.
maybe.

If you just realize what i just realize,
it'll be perfect for each other and we'll never find another.
If you just realize what i just realize,
We'll never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now.

2008-05-06T09:13:00.003+08:00

What "Love" is to Childrens 4-8 years old

Sweet "Love" Phrases

'When my Grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails
Anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his Hands got arthritis too. That's love.'

Rebecca - 8 years old

'Love is
What makes you smile when you're tired.' Terri - age 4

'During
My piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people
Watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one
Doing that. I wasn't scared anymore.' Cindy - age 8

Funny "Love" Phrases

'Love is
When a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out
And smell each other.' Karl - age 5

'Love is
When you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without
Making them give you any of theirs.' Chrissy - age 6

'Love is
When my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to
Him, to make sure the taste is OK.' Danny - age 7

'If you
Want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,'

'Love is
When you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.'
Noelle - age 7

'Love is

when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.' Chris - age 7

'I know
my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go
out and buy new ones.' Lauren - age 4

i hope this post helped put a smile on your face.

2008-05-05T08:56:00.003+08:00

MEHHHHHHHHHHHHH
the weather is so hot la omfg.
even in aircon rm im like perspiring a little bit.
-.- global warming kills.
and im GREEN.
green with envy =(
my bro and sisters are going on HOLIDAY.
san frans! new york! vancouver ! goshhhh !
screw TEP !
im attached to the school for 4months.
__ !
with no PAY
9am - 5.30pm dutifully staying in school.
sigh. this is depressing man.
/thinks on the bright side
yes yes. the house will be left half-empty during their holiday.
yay ?
lol, maybe i can consider getting my frens to stay over during my birthday.
boreeeed.
monday bluessssssss.
holiday greeeeeeeen.
mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i love saying mehhhhhhhhhhh now. lol !

OH BTW. 5TH OF MAY IS SPECIALLLLLLLL.
jeff hong my bestie is going for NS MEDICAL CHECKUP!
what does that mean..?!
means hes gonna get his 19 years old bio checked and hes entering army soon.
=(
no more calling of jeff at random timing "hey jeff, convenient to go ur hse?"
no more calling of jeff for company, "im bored jeff, wanna go pool or something?"
no more bestie for company. no more bestie for chatting.
no more bestie for sex.. oops! i meant something else.
ahhhh.
i wonder when he goes army, who will i choose to callup when i get bored or when i need company.
mannn !
jeffie hong.
lol, somehow my bunch of secondary clique stopped going out.?
i dont know.
oscar etc etc.
it's been so long since i last saw them.
ALTHO this whore jeffie hong does make me pissed off sometimes, really pissed off but i still <3>
WAHAHAHAHAH

2008-04-28T21:44:00.002+08:00

alrite alrite..
had a pretty relaxed weekend before the shit starts today on monday.
really really really REALLY tired man.
wokeup at 7.30, packed my formal shirt n jeans, left for sch at around 8.15?
that was still alrite u see, its the start of the day, so full of energy.
reach sch..
saw Clinique people and im like omgosh , wtf are they doing here in sch at 9am?
they're supposed to reach sch at 10am, den start setting up everything for the workshop 10am-11am.
workshop starts 11am-12pm.
so yes, the stress and tireness kicks in at 9.30am.
move tables, move chairs and erm move the shits la.
still OK, not tired YET.
people start coming in, go into lec hall, yes yes blah blah talk abt stupid skincare etc.
oh before event starts, im doing usher-ing, gotta convince those idiots to take the front seats.
bloody hell, all so reluctant to seat in the front.
but NVM ! TAHAN !
after thatttt workshop starts, skincare etc etc blah blah blah.
1 hour finish, people leave.
most happy time of the workshop = giving out doorgifts.
they all look so happy to receive that pretty bag with SPF 15++ city block cream, and duno what.
soooo after workshop, mini-debrief by O.I.C tabitha, and lunchbreak !
guess how longggg? 20mins.
including going to north canteen, buy food, eat , come back.
so we decided to da bao food back.
eat eat chop chop finish.
take over registration counter while they eat.
again blah blah blah.
give out gifts. YES end of workshop/event !
ok heres the shit.
people had to leave for TANGS SALES event at atrium.
damn shithead man, left me hanwei tabitha.
ok cancel tabitha, shes a girl, cant carry tables/chairs for nuts.
=D so.. we had to carry tablessssss , chairsssss, left over doorgifts, clinque poster stands + posters.
ok.
i guess the real tiring part is the tangs sales.
i wore the presentation shoe WITH heels the whole fuggin day.
8.30am to 9pm.
its freaking tiring seriously, the shoe killed my back.
was like stretching the hell out of my back.
killed my back.
had club meeting, met lots of people again !
this will be a hell of a semester man!
alrite, im dead tired.
signing off ! slp !

/me looking forward to labour day.

2008-04-24T13:20:00.002+08:00

RAH !
im so lazy to blog everyday.
and so tired -.-
ok, somehow i dun like going home straight after my attachment in sch.
it sounds weird i know,
coz i've been complaining how tough or how tiring my attachment is but i guess,
its the stupid things i do that makes me tired.
like going home at 9+?
dilly dallying in sch till 8+ den i go home.
i have totally no idea why i do that zzz, dont ask me why also.
ok, so yest i stayed with my friends till around 8+?
went to sports hall and witnessed like 3-4 sports club tryouts.
Frisbee, High jump, Track and Field.
im interested in frisbee and high jump!
and im reminiscing about my sec sch CCAs..
cheerleading and band.
omgosh, i really wanna do these 2 CCA AGAIN.
REALLYYY.
im even considering to join NYP's cheerleading/band
-.-
ok not that bad for NYP's band,
but cheerleading ? -.- SUCK
sighh,
i wonder why i wonder how.
flooded with wonders, insufficient answers.
i need a "Model Answers to Life" book.
=)
alrite, slack enough, shall go back to work.

Too Serious Too Soon - Gareth Gate

2008-04-21T10:16:00.005+08:00

Alritey alritey.
MONDAY. counting down to my weekends already.
monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday.
i didnt knew a week can be so hard to pass..
oh welllll, deal with it qd.
8 more weeks Zzzzz.
after this f-ing 8 weeks, i'll be slightly free.
no more 9am-5.30pm but shift work.
im hoping i'll get bazaar or something LOL.
ok, on 2nd thoughts, i'll rather get cheers/giordano.
bazaar.. has like only 5 people going there in 1 day? madness boredom zzz

on a happier note , i went to collect my foreign students on sun.!
well, i was really reluctant to go CHANGI AIRPORT and pick em up.
damn its a sunday dude !
and at least they're lively, not boring people.
sigh, i hate this semester man. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
TEACHING ENTERPRISE PROJECT = CHEAP LABOUR.
=( if only i got in HS course lah, no TEP.

2008-04-14T16:48:00.003+08:00

Alritey!! im trying to make myself sound excited can.

but , im damn bored Zzz. in sch now first day of TEP.

it sucks watching all my friends going off early to play pool or w/e =((

RAHHHH

okay, im gonna open my blog to public again.

=) im gonna blog consistently whenever im bored in sch aka TEP.

Teaching Enterprise Project.

Im Posted to Events and Management RoadShow

First event coming up is , Thursday - Mini Roadshow.

damn sian man, first day intro to TEP already throw us 1 event.

-.- wtf lol.

pwned.

ahhh.

dont ask me why i closed my blog, but yea i closed it for like 2wks?

and, im gonna edit all the past post i published during the time it's closed.

the past posts is just ugly.

UGLY.

oh !

BLOODY TEP, I WANNA GO HOLIDAYYYY.

i tink my bro & sis is planning for New York Trip this JUNE.

AHHHH DAMN SIAN. i so wanna go la, it'll be a hell of a trip i guess.

better than staying in sch 9am-5.30pm (sometimes even till 9pm? i heard.)

oh well, i guess i'll spend the free time researching on WoW =D

full cleared karazhan on last sat ! AND

i got my sun eater =D SEXED UP.?!

AITEee.

last 1 week has been a blast man,

ORIENTATION FOR YEAR1 SBM !

WOOTz.

super duper tiring, both physically and mentally.

lots of cock up during camp etc etc.

but i tink my team of management handled it pretty well.

/quotes Daniel, " Cock up always happen, it's a matter of how well you react and solve it."

aite aite.

im damn bored of blogging but theres still 25 mins more to dismissal time.

5.30 pm ! i tink i'll be like those office workers.

COUNTDOWN TO 5.30 EVERYDAY.

and TGIF when friday comes. !

CYA ALL !

2008-04-09T05:23:00.006+08:00

well.. just had about 4 hours Heroics ShadowLabs run?
ended with 1% murmur and i was rather temperamental towards the end.
just super cranky and all, guess its the lack of slp and constant wipes.
gah, really wanted to down murmur but forget it la.
towards the end if i attituded u jeff, im sorry, was really cranky.
yeps yeps.
after that, off-ed WoW and went to browse some blogs.

theres a phrase in 李玖哲想太多
你笑着说
他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安
那么沉重
只有你不懂
他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说
我们不是你和我
是我想太多
你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说或许错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

just a friend.
i prefer being ZestyQd, Human Prot Warr.

You know.. Im good at lots of things, just not good at losing people.

2008-04-04T02:34:00.004+08:00

JOKES

A Damn C0ck Fairy Tale

Once upon a time, there was a king who had a daughter of marriageable age.

As he was very fond of his daughter and he didn't want her to leave him, he made an impossible offer to his kingdom's men.

He announced that whoever has two pricks would be eligible to marry his daughter. The invitation spread far and wide. Of course there were no one who came forth, and the king was secretly pleased.In another part of the kingdom, there were 2 woodcutter brothers, Jack & Jim. One day, they chanced upon a very big tree and decided to chop it down for it would fetch them a decent amount of money if sold as firewood.As they were about to chop it down with their sharp axes, a voice cried out, "STOP! Please don't hurt me ! " The brothers were scared shitless when suddenly an apparition appeared from out of the tree. He told them that he was the genie of the tree and if they would to spare him, he would grant them a wish each.Remembering the king's offer of his daughter as bride, the brothers each wished for a second prick. The genie said "Your wish is granted.

Now... what you have wished for will fall down from the sky. You must catch it promptly with your hands and attach it to where you want it to be !"Jack was the first one to receive his wish. As the prick was falling down from the sky, he swiftly caught it with his hands and attached it right next to where his own prick is.Now, Jim was the clumsy one. As his second prick was hurling down , he missed and it landed right on his forehead !!

!Jack, being the cool one, told Jim that it was alright and they should proceed to the palace to seek the princess's hand in marriage. After all, the king did say 2 pricks. Jim, not wanting to expose what he had on his forehead, took a long piece of cloth and wound it round his head like a turban to hide it.It was 2 days later when they reached the palace.

The king was summoned and he asked Jack to show him his 2 pricks. Jack took off his pants and proudly showed it off to him. The king sighed in dismay and resignation and also called on Jim to show him his 2 pricks.Embarrassed, Jim took off his pants and unwound his turban to reveal what's on his forehead.

The king then yelled in disgust, "NI NA B EH ! YOU THIS TYPE OF LAN CHEOW BIN WANT TO MARRY MY DAUGHTER AH ???!!!???? "And so the term "Lan Cheow Bin" was coined.

Hard To Believe
A elderly gentleman shuffles into a drug store and asks for Viagra.

'That's not a problem.' says the pharmcist. 'How many do you want?''Just a few, maybe four,' says the pensioner. '

But could you cut them into four pieces?''That won't do you much good,' replies the pharmcist.

The customer looks at him and sighs.'I'm 83 years old - I'm not interested in sex anymore.' he says. 'I just want it to stick out far enough so i don't piss on my shoes.'

i've been seating , doing nothing for 1 hour alr.
sighhhhhhh, guess im feeling better.
at least im not perspiring anymore in an air-con rm, 26degrees.

2008-04-01T19:31:00.002+08:00

been very busy nowadayssss.
and really lazy to blog eh?
just finished OGL camp on sat night.
pretty good i'd say =)
ahhhhh.
i guess im getting lazier and lazier , dun really wanna blog nowadays.

guess i'll just walk away quietly..
just in case you find me irritating.

2008-03-18T20:08:00.002+08:00

AITEEEEE.
been v.long since i blogged!
got back from LeaderShipTraining Camp.
RAWRRRR.
was tough but fun.
aint it always like this?
in life, all the fun things are tough to fight for/strive for.
as the saying goes,
xian ku hou tian, ( bitter comes before sweet )
hahahaha.
im actually damn afraid.

i dont dare, yet i want.
i dont want, yet i cant resist.
can i ?
i dont know.
=)
my results for sem2 are coming out this midnight.!
hope it'll be really spendiddddddddddddd.!

UNOOOOOO!

2008-03-11T21:03:00.003+08:00

uhhhhh.
alritey, yest caught step up 2.
its super nice ! guys go catch it man.!
oh after the movie its like 10.15pm
so yea wanted to hang ard more, so me n jeff went pool-ing
while yq went home.
oh well, wasnt a good pool day yest. had lotsa things on my mind lol.
i remember a ball, i placed my hand on the table and left my mind blank to think abt some things. den ltr jeff hit, bam the ball went to my hand.
oops i said, was tinking abt some things.
on the way home, we walked our usual route, a bus stop away from amk's mac.
we chatted, hahaha i find it so easy to converse with u man jeff.
damn am i gay?
aww, he asked me "will u miss me if i go army , qd?"
at that time, i didnt say i will, i said, "wait till u go in ok?"
but now at this time, i'd say yes, i'll miss u dude.
i didnt know how he became such a good buddy of mine. but yea if only you're taking the same route as me, poly.
and i bet we'll still be meeting up for lunch in sch almost everyday, just like our 1st semester yea?
<3 jeff =" )
aite aite. so yea we talked, most about me actually.
what i felt what is bothering me.
at that point of time, he asked me lots of questions i had already asked myself.
i told him, "yes i know i know."
but really, do i know?
i know the right answer, but do i go about doing em?
nope, i'd say.
time after time, i know what to do, whats the right way, yet
i always do it the wrong way.
i dont know why but. hmm it just happens.
=)
i hope i dont sound gay in this post, HAHA
jeffie jeff, buttsex for life k.

2008-03-10T00:57:00.002+08:00

hmms ! okay ! caught the leap years today.
it was ALRITE la, not as bad as some people make it out to be.
/me quotes alexis(my da jie)
"what ! the leap years?! it sucks !"
that was the reaction i got eh when i told her im watching leap years.
hahahah !
putting aside how beautiful and hot wong li lin is,
i'd say that my favourite parts in the movie is the soundtracks and phrases/quotes.

quotes in the movie !

It's not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves- William Shakespeare"

"Coincidence is God's way of remaining anonymous- Albert Einstein"

"A person often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it- Jean de La Fontaine"

"In three words I can sum up what I learnt in life: It goes on- Robert Feart"

"if you are not too long, I will wait for you all my life- Oscar Wilde"

uhhhh my favourite quote is... !
"A person often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it"
personally i find this so so so true eh.?
oh well !
gotta go slp alr ! havent been sleeping well these few nights, hope tonight will be better !

2008-03-07T02:48:00.002+08:00

okie dokie.
its really late but i still wanna listen to songs, yet have nth else to do so here i am !
played tennis today with apple,nicholas and junjie..
my virginity tennis experience !
HAHA
tennis is cooooool, on a slower pace than badminton i feel!
and i cant shake away the badminton feel when im tennis-ing
so that ends up in alot of shitty shots from me.
blahhhhhhhh.
ok, something that got me pissed off today.

before i went out to sch for tennis, i asked jeff and friends if they wanted 10,000 bc !
so they're like, "steady, on"
and i told them i'll only be free after 5, so yea we checked and theres a 5.30 timing
i told jeffie so many times to go earlier and get the tickets, just in case it sold out.
and i happily went to sch,
reached tennis court, called jeff again to make sure he go early n get ticks.
played palyed played.
5pm up and i went to change, left nyp to yck.
called jeff, and he told me he's still at home, wearing shoes.
the time was roughly 5.10++
so im like wtf, ! u're supposed to have bought the tickets long agoooo.
so yea nvm, i rushed down to amk hub.
and luckily theres tickets
oh i reached amk hub at ard 5.15
so i waited and waited,
jeff was the earliest, came at 5.40
super duper pissed while im waiting,
the question,"how the hell can he be so late even after me telling him over n over to be early?"
so was damn pissed when he reached.
still pissed when the movie started.
but the good movie saved his arse from getting penetrated.

and guess why hes late?
WoW-ing.
aww jeff i still love you, but dont ever do it again.

2008-03-06T03:56:00.001+08:00

i so love my sbm club friends !
raaaaah it's been ages since i had such fun !
im really really glad i went ahead with joining sbm club !
= )
nights guys !

2008-03-05T13:14:00.003+08:00

yoooohooooo.
im back again.
surprisingly its already my 220th++ post = )
had this blog for hmm quite long. bout a year 1/2?
i've always wanted a diary, or an avenue for me to pen down my thoughts.
yet im too LAZY to consistently write on a diary.
so yea a blog is what i need = )
i believe when i get older or when im super free,
i'll browse thru my past entries and say, "HA thats when im 17. OR aww i miss those times"
so wassup everyone with ur hols !
unbelievably bored of hols man !
i've always hated sleeping late ! u wake up at 1 or 2 and realised that almost half of your day is gone.
i guess i'll be better when my SBM club activities start coming !
camps camps camps, meetings meetings meetings = FUN FUN FUN !
1st camp is attttt, i duno when -.-
but its soon ! like next week or something.
and i really gotta go trainup myself so that i wun lose face during the camp ahah.
AHHHHHH.!

and i gotta go do some shopping for my camp kit list too.
have quite a few missing items Zzz.
aite aite, gotta go off already. = )
going sch soon !
ciaos !

2008-03-03T03:26:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Talkingcock.com's Handy Print Out and Keep Inside your Wallet.

HAHAHAHAH ! funny shit !

2008-03-03T03:03:00.004+08:00

HOHO.
im back !
hahaha, my hols are quite packed with activities !
for the most recent outing, SBM club sentosa !
hmms altho like quite little pple turned up but still its DAMN fun can!
played frisbeeee and later volleyball
FAINT.
i NOOBED out like totally at volleyball.
felt like playing bball tho !
grabbed the ball and throw.
den im like, "oops, this is volleyball, SORRY GUYS!"
HAH!
=D
im gonna try playing beach volleyball again.
its quite nice ! maybe it'll be perfect if i can master it =D
AND AND AND
the highlight of the day must be the true n dare session
^^ laughter laughter laughter = jaw cramp!
seriously, it's been ages since i've laughed so hard.

alriteeee, after that we're all totally shagged out so went to koufu for our longwaited dinner. ^^
journey home was alriteee, full of laughter too !
that shilong can really make people laugh man.
= )
ok ! i shall share one joke from SOMEONE.

Whats the difference between a bird cage(with a bird) and a panty !

:D:D:D:D

GUESS !

hoho ! i guess i should go get slping alr !
oh ! and shall share this song with u guys ! i think its really nice !

Keith Urban - Tonight I Wanna Cry
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8PGmYymhwI

!! answer for e joke is.....
lazy to type alr ! gtg slp!

2008-02-28T10:51:00.002+08:00

I wished i could be everything you wanted, all the time.
OOOOOOOH
wished i could be everything little thing u wantedddddddddddddd.
uh huh.
haha.
just wanted to type out the lyrics of e song.
yep yep.
past few days has been WHOA.
hahaha, been complaining of boredom at home la so keep asking friends out.
and BAM its good = )
=( been spending alot too.

ah well its the HOLS RITE!
and
its not fuckingfunny to get woke up at 10 when u slept at 3.40am++
ARGH@_+%(!@^_+(!#@^_

2008-02-26T23:56:00.003+08:00

LARGELY INCORRECT!

except for some some, maybe some truths. i shall HIGHLIGHT

RED MEANS FALSE,

GREEN MEANS CORRECT!

What Qing Da Means

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.<br />You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.
You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-02-24T14:28:00.003+08:00

something has been bothering me for awhile now.
im really wondering if my friend has split personalities.
or at least, when i talk to him online and when i talk to him not being online.
its so intriguing.
he builds a wall between himself and his friends during msn-ing
we goes "hey yo wassup man"
and gets "hi"
do you have to be so serious during msn?
its supposed to be an INFORMAL type of communication.
i dont understand, lmao
maybe people change, and i havent been doing good in adapting to it.
but still, i feel safe coz im not the only one feeling it.
i dont know if i'll ever approach you on msn again , but well whats the diff rite?
lesser 1 QD = nth. you dont seem to be wanting to crap and talk shit on msn.
therefore, i wont bother u, period
so i guess its okay = )

reminscence the old times crapping on msn *
poof* snap back to reality.

okayyyy update on wad i've been doing during my just started holidays :D
kept waking up like at 8am + 9am, and i'd tell myself ,
NO DONT GET UP SO EARLY, ITS HOLS.

have been slacking ard at home for awhile, until i decided to go out and do some jogging = ) bishan park.
felt really loseristic when old, fat, aunties, uncles ran past me again n again.
gosh that is what happens when u dont exercise after secondary sch life.
and and and,
i've realised a fact thru running, theres a certain that can really run, guess it = )
lol.
RITEee, so after running i staggered home.
received a call frm apple saying that they need a mahjong kaki.
so.. i asked brandon to go starbucks at novena while i go shi shi hse at novena.
played for about 1hour +?
lol went back to starbucks and talk abit crap over there.
afta dat jeff left for movie with cousin and i left with brandon to home.

= )
tata

2008-02-23T02:00:00.003+08:00

HELLO blog.
YES, i've finished my EXAMS.
HAHA. at 6pm friday evening.
yet, right after the exams, i felt LOST.
yes lost -.- u didnt hear wrongly.
ok the feeling is like hmm,
for the past few weeks i've been studying and mugging for the exams right.?
and whats the purpose?
to score and ace my modules.
SO AFTER my exams,
its like i have no target, no goals to look for/work for.
anyways, this sem's exams felt much better than the last. =) not gonna expect fantastic results tho but definitely im expecting a GPA better than last sem's.

rang up several people on a desperate attempt to get them out of their pathetic houses.
and i succeeded =D
managed to jio my buttsex friends out to AMK HUB for movie and supper.
caught the show, "Fool's gold"
its somewhat similar to national's treasure if i would to say,
just that its lesser actions more comedy flicks.
go for the movie if ur feeling kinda blue. = )

bumped into apple after movie uh huh, she just caught kungfu dunk.
aitee.
after that was the interesting talk cock chit chat session at S11
main topic of the night,
"acronyms"
HA
its fun lah really.
crapping with these craps can never get boring.
welllll, today jeff brandon was feeling abit down i'd say?
so quiet thru out, but im like "HEY JEFF , WHY SO QUIET MAN"
god knows what got into their throat.
= )
gonna get some slp tonight !

BAKING LESSONS ANYONE??!

2008-02-21T13:01:00.000+08:00

Updates on my exams !
finished macro and POA.
after both exams, i walked out of the exam venue smiling.
= )

last exam is on tmr, Zzz Principles of Marketing.
@+_)@#^_)@^+)@^+
i hate it.
it sucks.
oh well, no choice. going off to study .
tata

2008-02-19T00:14:00.002+08:00

uh huh.
received some complaints abt my blog song.
lol guys and girls please be patient and let it LOAD.
HMMMMM.
just had my stats exams today.
was pretty good i guess.
except some minor bumps, i guess its okay = )

next up !
macro , POA =DDDD, POM =((((

gosh, why do they have to place POM at the last exam every sem.
its like a marathon,
when ur reaching the end, ur stamina goes LOW.
and i really mean VERY LOW
i can feel it already.
lol
my stamina is declining =(
gonna start revising for POM after macro's paper.
okay CIAO GUYS!
gonna get a good night slp = )
CHEERRRRRRRRRRRS

2008-02-17T01:36:00.004+08:00

hmms, updated my blog's song.
now playing Mary Jane - Click Five
yes yes i know i should have changed it long ago.
but oh well.

short update on wad happened past few days.
had vday, spent it with gay jeff during the afternoon going to art friends, kinokuniya.
den ltr on went starbucks meet another 2 gay, jiapei jiaming.
burnt my starbucks "study" session away.
after dat, went to celebrate gab's bdae at j8's ding tai feng.
gosh i tink i enjoy eating ding tai feng like in small groups.
DO NOT GO IN GROUPS ABOVE 4
lol like cant really enjoy man.
i rather go with 2 or 3 person and really eat the dumplings out of ding tai feng.
nth much after that, really wasted my thurs and sat away man.
no concrete studying being done.
OH WELL im gonna burn my sun away studying.
once i get myself familiar with index numbers for statistics, its off to MACRO.
somehow i theres no motivation to study Macro unlike Micro last sem,
maybe the tutor and lecturer suck big time.
i've got a bad bad habit.
i'll only be motivated to study in 2 types of scenario,
i really like the teacher or the teacher condemned me and i wanna prove him/her wrong.
HA
its the same for POA
im gonna prove to that biatch that im gonna get an A.

STUDY HARD ALL!
-.-
my blog seems to be dying, lack of publicity.

2008-02-14T10:07:00.002+08:00

pls tell me that im wrong..
gawd, yet i was thinking of .
one rochester + so many ideas.
how i wish i can man.
i need time.
give me time.

2008-02-14T01:09:00.010+08:00

如果这是最后的结局，为何我还忘不了你
时间代替了我们告别了单纯。
难道我就这样的过一身，我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人。
为你等从一开时盼到现在，也同样落个不可能。
难道爱情可以圈交给别人，但命运住定流不住我爱的人。
我不能我着么会愿意承认你是我不该爱的人。
如果再见是为了再分，失去才算是永恒。
一次新的记忆为何要再生。
难道我就这样的过一身，我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人。
为你等从一开时盼到现在，也同样落个不可能。
难道爱情可以转交给别人，但命运住定流不住我爱的人
我不能我着么会愿意承认你是我不该爱的人。
我什么坐着，从未想过爱一个人。
需要那么残忍才证明爱一个人
难道爱情可以转交给别人，但命运住定流不住我爱的人
我不能我着么会愿意承认你是我爱错的人。

POST REMOVED DUE TO EXPLICIT CONTENT AND VULGARITIES.
CHEEERRRRRS. =)

2008-02-13T00:56:00.000+08:00

你真的忘的了你的初恋情人吗？
假如有一天你遇到了一个跟她长的一模一样的人，她真的就是她吗？
这是命运的宽容，还是命运的不怀好意？

you're not finished if you lose,
you're finished if you quit.

life aint treating anyone kindly,
take it with a pinch of salt
=)
gonna try harder. ^^

VDAY IM DATING,
STATISTICS, MACROECONOMICS, PRINCIPLE OF ACCOUNTS AND MARKETING.

i have 4 dates at 1 day. HAH who can win me man. !

2008-02-12T00:00:00.000+08:00

爱我的人和我爱的人

盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你伤的最深
我不忍我不能
别再认真忘了我的人

离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心碰不到
最好的人
我不问我不能
拥在怀中直到他变冷

爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

有时后，命总是爱作弄人。
朋友们都说“是你的就是你的，跑不掉的。”
这首歌实实在在的解释命运弄人。

why why why~
sometimes chinese rocks =D
yet, penning down my thoughts in english is so much faster than in chinese.
i've came across many phrases and stories.

also, im gonna tell a story i learnt from my fren just now.

there is a dead naked girl lying on a beach
it so happens that there are 3 guys who walked pass her

the first guy, took pity on her and chanted prayers than walked off.
2nd guy, also took pity on her, took off his clothes and covered her body.
lastly, the 3rd guy being the most benevolent, took time to dig a hole and bury her.

the girl, reincarnated and moved on to her 2nd life.
in her 2nd life, she met the same 3 guys who helped her.
the 1st and the 2nd guy she met , became BF GF relationships, and brokeup.
however,
she met the 3rd guy and they both got married, lived happily ever after.
why?
whats the moral of the story?
it is, the current gal that you guys meet and have problems with now she might just be that girl who is here to return the debt, like the 1st and the 2nd guy, she might not be your MISS RIGHT.
so why bother right?
might as well leave it
shrug it off and wait =)

BUT STILL,
saying is easy -.-
lol.

"If the bitterness comes from someone, you learn grace and forgiveness. If the bitterness comes from yourself, you learn to let go."
what bout this phrase?
it simply means,
其实我不知道着么解释，
我try try
若痛苦是由内心发出，
我们要学会放的开，
别把痛苦和伤心放在心里.
那如果是别人呢？
我们要学会原谅与谅解。

2008-02-10T02:17:00.000+08:00

if you've screwed your life, dun try screwing with others.
get lost, i aint gonna even bother entertaining ur little self within who thinks that all girls like you. im just gonna set this straight,
you look like a fucktard.
and you screwed your studies.
you're a fucktard.

2008-02-09T02:43:00.000+08:00

HMMMmmm.
been SO occupied nowadays, since its the CNY RIGHT.
lol, CNY is such a GOOD TIME lah.
i really love it this year,
cozzzzzz
we get to have an excuse and go to our fren's hses PARTY.
its our 一家人 tradition can.
btw, 一家人 means my clique of fren's where we're so close, so we're 一家人.
lol.
hmm, so after having my reunion dinner and thats when i felt the CNY mood building up.
i mean reunion dinner is like the only chance to have a meal with my complete family members.
=)
so after reunion dinner, went to my room and watched some anime.
lol cant take the CNY excitement, and im so bored staying at home alone sooooo,
went off to jio 一家人 to stay over at jeff's hse.
so many pple got visiting the next day so only turned out that me n yq are free.
well, we still went over and.
LOl,
our plan was to chit chat tv and chill.
but we ended up slping coz of jeff's AH LONG father.
he suddenly came back home and into jeff's room.
so we were pretending to be asleep lah,
can hear him breathing damn loudly while walking into his room checking on us lol.
WELLLl.
i went to on my laptop and listened songs,
to play it safe, we didnt dare to on the TV until his father sleeps.
BUT
the problem is that his father is a AH LONG
a AH LONG that like to stay up until 4am 5am watching discovery channel.
lol,
so we gave into the temptation of the beds,
thank god i didnt sleep in a same bed with jeff
lol i had a whole bed to myself !
whoo, i slept well that night.
around 3am-8am
afta that was pretty normal, went back home sleep wakeup.

2nd DAY OF CNY !
okay quite exciting i must say, lol
tonight we're staying over at oscar's hse.
Went over to jeff's hse again this night.
reached there around 8pm?
lol this time is a proper bai nian.
his mum so good =) we had an endless supply of steamboat.
can only see the soup diminish, not the FOOD.
lol and caspar is keropok king.
wootz, lol. after that we go oscar's hse already
me jeff yq jack cas juncong
popped by the provision shop to get some drinks and zao over his hse.
hahaha,
spent the night playing cards.
like, 12am-9.40am?
Zzz 9 hours + of playing cards?
GG
totally knocked out after that
went straight home and slept for a nice 9 hours =D
okay shall continue it in another entry, bored of this entry already !
pics will be up ! =)

2008-02-05T01:08:00.001+08:00

mannnnn.
i hate people who have the same personality, same likings or wadever that's same as me.
i know i know, sg has a population of 4M.
but Zzz.
dont u just hate it
and also,

a person who likes to win in arguments. (not quarrel)
and when i argue/debate with him/her
what happens?
both end up unhappy. and i'll have to give in even when im in the right sometimes.
AHHHHH. WHY?!
Zzzzzzzzzz.
just hate it la.
bottomline is,
i just hate people we likes to always win.
just piss the hell out of me.
its even worst when it comes to gals.
*sighs*
lol.
off to bed. =)

2008-02-04T00:26:00.000+08:00

uh huh, i've got a craving to go learn BAKING.
yes BAKING.
lol was watching an anime called Kekkaishi, and the male lead in e anime is addicted to cakes.
AHHHH
i've always wanted to bake cakes man seriously.
now that my hse have a slightly better oven,
i guess i should go learn some baking eh?
:D
anyone wanna sign up for baking lessons?!
wahahah.

EMO yet ANGRY post

2008-01-31T16:07:00.001+08:00

okayy.
so today started out with me on the bed, struggling with myself whether shld i attend mkt-ing tutorial or not.
yea so the angel outfought the devil in QD.
scrambled out of bed n bathed.
blah blah blah reach sch blah blah
and afta dat,had stats lec blah blah blah.
okay ate lunch n went to e sbm booth to help out.
it was quite FUN.
saw apple,pear and eliz :D
lol aside them also gt shi long dorcas and e rest sbm club members who popped by.
okay heres the screwed up part of today.
i went to poa's tut wif josh and hanifa.
they were saying dun go but i insisted on gng.
so i managed to convince them to go tgt wif me.
i sat down wif my clique and of coz la before settling down you'll make some noise rite,
like talk wif ur frens and plucking in ur laptop's plug.
so i, just spoke a little and boom, im thrown into the back table with the quiet clique.
Zzz that made me regret my choice of coming to this screwed up POA tutor's lesson.
shes a fugged up biatch who ostracizes guys and makes sweeping statements.
that is why I like to go against her.
okay tut was fast and afta dat released our results
got back and saw a 30/50
thought to myself not so bad huh, i was prepared for a fail.
and that bloody tutor had to condemn me yet again.
its just like my fucking chem teacher back in sec sch, condemn you for just a fail.
"Look at your face this rascal, (of coz i was feeling disappointed), you are a A student and there look at yourself, if only you put in some hard work."
come on la, you're supposed to encourage not to put down students.
i bet your husband must be being put down by u constantly.
and he'll be so lethargic when it comes to sex, "yes mdm , yes im a pussy sucking bitch yes"
okay, so after looking ard, everyone's marks starts with a 40++.
and pple score 40+ still can sighh complain infront of u.
man -.-
oh well, im gonna buck up for end of sem's POA paper.
score 90 and above =)
OH AND
fucking hell on the way home, i got approached by a very fast lorry,
the driver pulled over at the side when i tried to avoid it and he said
"EY BROTHER, you want some sound theatre? COME COME I PULL OVER"
so im like huh wtf ?
ltr, a guy came down the lorry and opened the door,
he showed me a piece of printed paper with a sound system picture
and also a RED PRICE TAG of $2999
so he said,
"ey brother we take wrong order leh , is supposed to be 8 only but we take 10 from boss, now cannot go back ah also cannot return"
"we just want some beer money ah for tonight. you need anot, new year coming, buy back for your parents they also happy right."
i replied,
"bu xu yao ( its not necessary ) and also bu yong ( no need)"
still being retarded ah beng's unable to process my "bu xu yao and bu yong"
they continued to hardsell their 'legitimate" or said to be legitimate sound system.
even to the extent of saying, xiong di i also singaporean leh u want see IC? come copy down my NRIC nvm one not stolen goods.
again i replied " bu yong la "
the guy who came down the lorry showed me a stack of money, saying he also just sold 1 of it just now, nvm one dun worry la brother not smuggle goods.
i told them " wo mei you qian la " (i have no money)
they say nvm, 200-300 can already.
the other guy in the lorry was getting desperate and said "or how much can you give"
i said no la i really dun wan buy,
so this time round, they got a little ppissed off and asked me,
"suo yi ni bu yao mai la?" ( so you dun wan buy la )
i said , "bu yao"
following that, the guy slammed the lorry's door and gave me a dulan look.
oh fuck you man, i aint the one who told u i wanted to buy,
you just couldnt be bothered to listen to my "bu yao la , bu xu yao"

retarded people we have nowadays.
oh and forgive me for the use of vulgarities =)
just needed an avenue to _+@#^(!_+@^(

2008-01-30T00:33:00.000+08:00

ALRItee.
this'll be my 200th post =D
im such a consistent blogger man. kudos to QD !
okay, gonna post something up i kope frm my sis's blog.

A couple hundred years ago Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. "Never leave that 'til tomorrow, which you can do today." This is the man who discovered electricity; you'd think we'd pay more attention to what he had to say.

I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of pain, fear of rejection. Sometimes the fear if just of making a decision. Because... What if you're wrong? What if you make a mistake you can't undo?

Whatever it is we're afraid of, one thing holds true: That by the time the pain of not doing the thing gets worse than the fear of doing it, it can feel like we're carrying around a giant tumor.

'The early bird catches the worm.' 'A stitch in time saves nine.' 'He who hesitates is lost.' We can't pretend we haven't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time; heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day.

Still, sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrows run until we can't anymore.

Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin meant. That knowing is better than wondering. That waking is better than sleeping.

And that even the biggest failure, even the worst most intractable mistake, beats the hell out of not trying.

HMmmm.
how many of us are carrying around a huge tumour?
i ask myself am i?
am i one of them who is carrying around a liability?
yes i am, regrettably.
anywaysss,
caught Death Sentence wif bird n jeff juz now.

hmm bird was whining abt his mum not willing to pay for him to study a private diploma.
i'd say he deserves it really.
he had it so easy so far back during his sec sch days.
playing n playing when everyone's mugging hard.
i dun mean that u gotta mug ONLY.
playing + mugging = life.
well, he shld have saw it coming.
example for me, if i didnt study and i knew im gonna fail,
i'd first kill myself
ok jk.
but seriously, looking back, O's was easy.
i dont know for this year but for my year,
O's was definitely a pass for everyone who studies like 1month before.
^^
im dreading tmr's presentation man.
but yay it's gonna be my last presentation before this sem ends.
=)
okay nights ! ^^

2008-01-28T23:52:00.000+08:00

indecisive qd.
tsk tsk tsk.
imperfection stains me.
tensions of opposites.
learn to cry and learn to detach yourself from emotions.
crying is nt a shame, its a way of expressing.
=)

2008-01-28T00:28:00.000+08:00

OH YAH
SHOULD QD PUT ON BRACERS???????
1 -yes
2 -no

pls vote on tagboard. ty =)

2008-01-28T00:08:00.000+08:00

RAAAAAAH.
lol my weekend was HAPPENING.
or i shld say my SAT was happening.
lol.
went to sch for SBM orientation !
was fun fooling ard.
got to know lots of fun peeps TOO.
aww dun be jealous guys n girls.
hunks and chicks =D
lol now im going mad with jiaming and gay clique on msn.
you'ree notttt aloneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
there is more to this i knowwwwwww
lol.
im typing out the lyrics of the songs im listening to.
previously was mary jane.
:D
ok im bored lol.
andddd
YES my room is DONE.
like REALLY DONE
now im waiting for e wardrobe to come !
which is like 10 hours more?
WHEEEE
lol.
too bad im gng malaysia during the CNY period.
else those gays can come my hse.
finally dun have to go their hse.
okay the magic of blogging is dying off.
ciao !

2008-01-26T01:25:00.000+08:00

busy with sch work ----> lack of time ----> shagness ----> lack of updates.
lol
summary of my week !
hmm, BB got 2nd in dodgeball tournament. lol
anddd
i went for SBM club interview !
received a call at like 9pm+ and i was selected !
ya TAaaaaaaaaa
=D
tmr gonna meet them at 12pm in sch.
eye candies pls be there ! lol
nights ! tired.
/me hate excel n effective writing now.
only 2 outstanding report/proj.
=(

2008-01-23T00:44:00.000+08:00

whats on repeat mode??

Nobody knows it but me Sang by Babyface
=)
love it.
just love these kinda acoustic thingy song.
its all about vocals, no heavy metal no nothing.
vocal and lyrics that gets you thinking and going.
^^ just came back home from hmm
seoul garden wif my classmates
anddd
followed by starbucks, rotting+slping for like 4 hours there, 4pm-8++
pastamania-ed for dinner ! whoo united square's pastamania sucks, DONT GO.
BISHAN > UNITED SQUARE
oh and did i mention dat i met gay cong coincidentally at starbucks.?
hes gay , really hes gay ^^
after dinner we were like tinking where to go, i suggested going home coz i wanna slp.
still, chek n jeff coerced me into watching cloverfield.
YES its cloverfield -.-
i've been cursing that movie after everyone around me told me it sucks.
lol, it really did sucked for like the first 15mins?
coz u'll not be used to e 1st person view at e start.
ltr as e movie goes on u'll be used to it and bam bam bam the scary monster part became funny coz of biatch jeff and chek there.
lawl, funny shit man in the tunnel
didnt noe y jeff was laughing his ass off and i was affected too so i laughed my ass off when the girl got bitten =D
about 3/4 thru the movie.. i smelt something stinky and turned to look at jeff
he gave me a shit face and looked at chek, so i infered that chek farted.
im like okay huh everyone farts right so continue watching movie
after e movie, jeff was like cursing chek for his fart smell burp.
YES ITS A BURP THAT SMELL LIKE A SHITTY FART
gawd, these things that chek does man.
funny shits.
lol okay gonna go slp soonnnnnnnnn. =)
tmr gonna go interview for e SBM club committee.
HOPE I GETS IN ! whee wheeee

2008-01-21T01:09:00.000+08:00

inperfection.
sometimes i wished i can get an instant bracers on my teeth and after a night's sleep, BAM my teeths are straight.
and also,
i wish i can go get an OP for my irritating sweaty palms.
well, i guess only pple wif sweaty palsms know how irritating it is.
AHHHHHHH.

2008-01-17T23:14:00.000+08:00

today my POA tutor told me something straight in the face regarding my latest test,
"You are supposed to be an A student, but because you're not hardworking. got POA common sense also no use."
damn -.-
and i read my sis's msn PM just now
"because even the worst, most intractable mistake, beats the hell out of never trying"
ok i admit, i didnt prepare myself enough for the test. or even didnt bother to try and study for it.
i was confident, too confident i would say.
or i was giving myself an excuse to slack coz of the lack of study area at home.
well, i really regret it.
hahaha i really want an A for my POA but it is getting further away from me.
sian.
guess i'll have to get like 90/100 for the sem end exams.
90/100 x 60% = 54 marks.
+ 13 marks (ICA 1) + worst case scenario for ICA2 (9marks) + 54 = 76 marks (B+ grade)
+ Class Participation = A ! ta da! this is if everything goes according to plan -.-

ok i've really woke up.